Day 8 – It’s complicated

Day 8 – It’s complicated

She said she hates it the most when men say “it’s complicated”
Because that word is just so over used and so damn overrated…
Because it’s not a real answer; just an excuse…
That they use to break her heart; leave her shattered and bruised…

You see, she lives in a world that’s painted in black and white…
The dark and light; no grey for those petty little words to hide…
So when those words slip by; and she can’t tell the truth from his lies…
Then it’s no surprise that her world crumbles like cinder, behind those pretty eyes…

So she asked, why do they lie? Is it just to get in-between her thighs?
Ignoring her mind? The most sacred part of her heavenly shrine…
But then when they’re done, they simply tell her goodbye…
And move on, never looking back as they go on with their life…

So it wasn’t complicated at all, to them she was just “that girl”…
The one to have fun with, but never stay home with, the one they just “gave a little whirl”…
So then she unfurls, and all her rage and emotions she bottles them up and she hurls,
Them into the universe, man does she make that voice box skirl…

But she’s a pearl, and that’s the hardest thing in the world to make her see…
It’s irony; So many people have used her for her physical beauty, yet she doesn’t think she’s pretty…
Mentally, she’s in a place which she really ought not to be…
Where she can be drowning in a sea of people yet still feel lonely…

And I don’t know what to do, because I don’t know how to deal with depression or anxiety…
That’s not a side of me; So I don’t know how to be the kind of friend that she needs me to be…
All I can do is be here, and hope that one day she’ll look up, and the reflection she sees…
Is one which can make her smile, all by herself, because she knows she’s perfect and doesn’t need anybody…
So until then, even though the words are overrated,
I know as far as she’s concerned it’s going to be complicated…

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